the golden mile

my current frustration

so just as i think that everything is on its way up... my drivers licsense is suspended..only cause i wated to call me mum to say hi and she offered to open my mail....oy vey the decisions we make that lead us to new things - albeit some unfotunate things we are forced to deal with. i have so much happening this month and was just analyzing everything today and then i get the news of this...it's not life altering...but it is a bit of a slap in the face and/or wake up call (YET ANOTHER ALEX) that I actually need to recognize and say HEY it is time to get my SH*! IN GEAR or else I am not going anywhere in this life. I like but also do not like the prospect of the uknown...i live to put things off, but strive in getting them done! say what? how is that  possible you ask with such a dichotomy of gettin' 'er done..i know right... but that's me to a tea and I am OFFICIALLY p.o.'d at ME for this complete lack of responsibility taht as led to my own demise! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


better

see post two or three posts ago

reorganize
reprioritize
redo

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BUT BE REALISTIC

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but i can't help it if my imagination gets away on me

i love to live the fantasy....always

i am tempted to live in my dreams always..not safe...especially whilst driving... DISTRACTED MUCH MISS A.D.D.??? yeah i am

but i know that good will come i just have to get through this and live through it and REMAIN POSITIVE

nothing is as bad as it seems! and if it is that means the world is gone into super nova and we are all stars once more ............. or something like that.....so it doesn't matter!!

be u
be chill
be loved
be good
and always
be kind to animals for they will love you with all their sweet hearts..


and i sound crazy....

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